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Through All of These, Dear Mr. Darcy....


I've felt pain, a million times,
I've cried, oceans, that covers miles,
Coming out strong, with a fake smile,
I was tame, when my tears dried.

I've been shocked, by thunder strikes,
I've sat quietly, in tears, while I let time fly,
Getting back on my feet, I realized,
It was just a chapter, in my book of life.

I've lost, when I thought, the win was mine,
I've knelt down, with a blur vision, as I chant why,
Lifting my eyes, I saw beauty, in the sky,
Though the victory shine, it was about to ignite.

I've reacted to situations, each and every time,
But this pain, shock and loss, that's about to collide,
Have locked me up, I know, I'm sad inside,
But I'm locked, in a haunted house, they've switched off the lights.


There was pain but no tears, when cookie said goodbye,
I've failed, to convert my pain, into tears this time,
I'm annoyed, I want them to be punished, for their crime,
I didn't cry, Dear Mr. Darcy, I couldn't cry,
And through all of these, you're still on my mind.

-Debra R. N. Ludwick-

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